i'm so hopelessly devoted to you but You! you're the first the first one to be so hopelessly devoted to me not giving me up not failing not upset!! but still loves me much more much more.
i could be walking thru such a dark tunnel. so dark in the midst theres no one. theres no light. but each time i fall its light there someone picking me up. as i walk and walk. i see light. i see life i see your glory your heaven. and my eyes open. you're right there beside me. you're with me! you're right beside beholding all things with me. carrying me each time i fall. picking me up. lifting me onto your shoulder! how awesome. how awesome is your love. keeping me in your peace. your shalom peace.
it's a gigantic break through. i fail you. i sin against you. i ignore your presence. i do all against you. but you're still with me. you're still For me. you're still there. cliniging onto me. holding me. its truly redempted by grace. undeserving of all. utmost undeserving. your love so tangible. when i needed a huggies you're there. when i needed your love. you're here. right here with me. never leaving never departing a step. nt even half a step. oh you're so faithful. it's really nt according to me faith. its really not. if it is. i don deseving anything. i don deserving to be even qualify to love. i deserve nothing. nothing. but he love me much more and given all freely so freely.
despite me seeking's man's love man's acceptance. ignoring you. your love springforth. it's came all the way. throught the sky thru the moon thru it all to be right in front of me. i wan it real its real. just for me. i know nt bcos i love u but bcos u so loved me. u do all things to see my smile. to see my love. oh Jesus. you're faithful!!
you're my provider. you're my provision.
oh yeah lord. there's therefore now no condemnation! no more. no more! it's really not a matter of how much i've done. but how much u've given so freely. so undeseving. yet still you've given me the ability to just get all things.
truly! truly! only only my dear lord my dear God my dear Jesus! you can do all things so awesomely so divine. so great! only by you! wahha. God is real good! when i've none, He's my provision He's my provider. "nah!" he said! haha. here comes my pay. it's cash!! i've enough for HM6!! i've it! worry less! "don't worry!" He said! provision provision. wad's provision?
provision
1. The act of supplying or fitting out. 2. Something provided. 3. A preparatory action or measure. 4. provisions A stock of necessary supplies, especially food. 5. A stipulation or qualification, especially a clause in a document or agreement.
gosh gosh!!! i've all being provided!!! all !! it's all!! and my heavenely daddy provides for me according to the richness of His glory! all supplied!! right timing! at the right happening! at the right moment!! QARA!!
preparytory action!! hmm. He's preparing me! preparing me for greater things!! a greater measure of HIS glory. HIS wisdom. HIS love afresh! HIS everything!! freely provided! He's my provision!!
all my necssary supplies are provided!! proveded for! He's the one who came and go thru all for me. how can i choose to continue not to be in here with your love. such an aweseom place to be in. such a wonderfully awesome place. i'm the supplies you want others to have.
qualification!! i'm qualify for all! cos Jesus did it all! He did it all for me!!
haa. my own way of experssion. my provision!! yeah i'm out of the tunnel! now i've got to know so much more about you. a even greater measure than before. so much more. indescripible beauty! so much closer. as i reach out my hands you're there. so much closer to daddy. so much more. trials are good! cos Jesus will glorify in trials and tribulation! He'll delivered me above it! He'll. i stay quiet if u tink He dont. cos HE'll!
oh my Jesus!! your love. your love. oh dear lord. its ever lasting supplies. forever needful. needfully needed!! awesome awesome!! ((=
gosh!! Jesus knows all the right happening!! He knows all!! He knows what's BEST for me!! only He knows. so now i can peacefully rest and being embraced in His love not needing to work any more and rest. inwardly and it shalll be for the outer.
transform! ultimate. i've JEsus acceptance. i've God's acceptance! i've spiriting acceptance!! i've all cos they're my all. woot! so i qualify to just be me! no longer no longer in the old school days thinking of how to do how to live what to do what to tink what to worry what to feel what to get. no more! transform. the glorious truth of JESUS!
yeah! it's really His glory! :x
just received a picture taken during my graduation dinner. it's utmost horrible. haa. gosh!! haa. i don't believe i cant even recognise it's me. ugly is the word. thank God for who i am now. thankGod for this transformation in me. Thank God for wisdom to dress up. Thank God for guidance all in all. i really felt so thankful for who i am now. really i am. thank God for my heavenly daddy always and always He'll be constant and say i love you as who you are. and He'll poured down more and more glory according to the richness of His glory!! ((=
Jesus oh Jesus! the sweetest. sweetest name of all~! i could sing of your love forever. thanks so much more words indescrible. no greater mercy. no greater love. thank His love for me. thanks for always opening opening my eyes. putting people putting situation in places just for me. planning every step i go. every moment every second. its all planned forth. its all planned forth. despite all things i know all it'll be. all it'll works out for good. as the bible says so. it'll. it shall be it shall be. it will be. nothing can be as definite as the words you say. nothing nothing.
Jesus. oh my Jesus! i'm helplessly hopelessly devoted. it's your richness of your love. it's you. your beauty. words are just so mere form of expressing your love for me. a inner renewal. transform. eternally. eternally it shall be. and better it'll be. more and more like u. more and more. by faith i received all things. and outwardly it is all. oh Jesus oh my Jesus.
loves loves.
your greatest love. your greatest truth. release all my burden. only your burden and yoke is light. i can rest. i can find rest in your presnce. your greatest love your greatest love. humble me down. humble me such a agrrogant nasty proud girl down. humbly i bowed to you. to you alone i kneel down to worship to worship you. in you i rest in delight with this greatest knowing everything is fine. everything will be fine.
oh Jesus. my dear Jesus. dearest of dearest.
i commit my life in your hands with no regards as you've the best the ever best for me. know you know what's best for me. no more grumbling. no more complaining. your presnce. its your presence. in your presence. washes away all. all i see all my heart delights in your goodness. your grace. JESUS! ((=
